Happy Birthday! I can’t believe you are already fourteen!
My greatest wish right now would be to be able to spend your 14th birthday with you and Yum. I love you so, so very much.
I love you more than words can ever tell. Not being able to even send you a birthday card is one of the hardest things that I have had to face.
I don’t know what you are going through because I can’t even talk to you. I hope you know that the reason I can’t send you a birthday card is because your mother has managed to get the very bad criminals in Santa Cruz who control the courts and government to throw me in jail again even if I write to you or communicate in any way with you. So this letter I can’t even send to you, but I can write it so that one day you can receive it.
You should know who your Dad is, what I have been doing, and what happened. So I am writing this letter for you to receive one day.
Your mother is the one who as you know who called the cops back when you were only seven and got them to shoot at us. You remember how it was a miracle that the cop who shot at us missed. You should know that there have been more miracles that also saved my life. When I arrived at a party at a vineyard in the mountains the other day, the sheriffs were there and someone overheard that they recognized my car and that they were going to shoot me, so they quickly ran up to my car and warned me. They told me about a secret way to drive out of the back of the vineyard, which I did. The sheriffs turned the lights off, took out their automatic weapons and set up an ambush waiting for me to drive back down from the vineyard – the silly fools waited two whole hours for me to drive down, but I was gone!
There have been many miracles like this that have saved my life and yours. If the bullet the cop who shot at us when you were seven hit an inch higher it would have exploded the window into little pieces of shrapnel that would have ripped up you, me and yum. The gun the cop uses is called a less-lethal because at a hundred yards it will not kill, however at five to seven feet a less-lethal is more deadly than the cop,s side arm. It’s a miracle the bullet never hit us.
Some things in life we have no idea why they happen. Very bad things happen to good people and sometimes bad people seem to be rewarded for the evil they do. Your mother’s adultery is a classic example of how the evil she has and is doing, is being rewarded. I can’t explain why these things happen, although I am worried that you will grow up thinking that liars, adulterers, evil judges and cops all get rewarded and that good guys get the shaft.
Life is short. Look at you, I wish I could! You are already a young man. At fourteen in many countries young men are given all the responsibilities of adults. Oh how I miss all the time the government and your mother has stolen from your child hood from us. Remember how we would ride motor bikes, go exploring, and win all the air-soft games against all the neighbors! I miss running on the beach with you, I miss you and yum so much.
When you are older and you study life and the meaning of life and consider what has been done in and around the world, you will learn about the people who run the government. When they could not kill someone because of miracles, they kidnap children from the people they fear. When I was in Russia, my friends told me of how Stalin, when he could not murder someone, would kidnap their children when he wanted to wipe them out because they were good people who were challenging his evil rule. Stalin was the President of Russia during the height of the Communist era. What most people don’t know is that the owners of America’s Federal Reserve Bank were the ones who funded Stalin and put him in power. These are things that for now may seem complicated to you, however, when you grow up, I want you to know about them and be wise in what is going on around the world. These are the things they don’t want you to know and also why these government criminals are still after me.
Most people choose to ignore the big things in life and choose to do things that please themselves for the moment. Many people even get angry when you talk about the meaning of life because it shows off how pathetic and often how evil they are. Your mother is a good example. So too are some of the preachers and teachers at Twin Lakes Church – they too sued me to also prevent me from even talking to you or any of their members – they called for the trial on Halloween. One day hopefully you will be able to put two and two together and will realize how strange it is for a so-called Christian church to call for a trial on Halloween to prevent a good father form talking to his sons! The battle we are fighting and the very reason I cannot wish you Happy Birthday is a huge battle, it is a battle between good and evil.
Sometimes life can be very strange and often so wrong. Look at the people around us here in America. Most of them seem happy and not concerned about too much, although this economic depression that their Federal Reserve Bank caused, is at least starting to get some of these Americans thinking because it affects them personally. While this government shot at you and I and kidnapped you from me, every year this government literally murders millions of men, women and children in wars they start all around the world. You need to look at the people here and carefully consider who they are and how they react. Most of them would even be horrified that I want to talk to you about these things. They would say that you should not know about these things as they themselves burry their heads in the sand and ignore reality. If you ignore the truth, sooner or later the crime you overlook will blow back.
Frankly the reality that their judges, cops and DA’s are forcing me to not be able to even send you a birthday card, probably disturbs Americans more than the fact that they actually pay to have millions of innocent people murdered every year. By paying taxes and not forcing public servants to follow the law or act decently, Americans are bringing disaster on their neighbors and themselves. Now certainly, if I was able to give you a birthday card, I most certainly would not give you this long letter talking about the meaning of life! I would write you a fun card and we would go out and have fun. But this letter I am writing to you is much more than a birthday card I can’t give you, it is a letter trying to impart to you what I would be able to quietly teach you were I given the right to be your Dad. So I am cramming quiet lessons in a letter. I miss you so much.
What I want to say to you is that there are so many bad things all around us. Look at your own mother! Look at the cops, judges and district attorney here in Santa Cruz, they are flat out evil and utterly disgusting. Look at these people, they don’t give a dam and quietly support mass murder! And they will get angry with you if you even raise the issues! So Shasha stop and think, very carefully, this day you turn fourteen. As a young man, your whole life is ahead of you. You will be given many opportunities to do good, or to do evil. Many times in life, what we do is neither good nor evil. Having fun is good. However, many things we do have impact on others.
The good I have been trying to do has impacted us. I was told by lawyers to lay off doing the good I was doing and “things would go better for me”. Paul Meltzer one of my lawyers I hired after they shot at us literally told me this. I have since learned that the courts are noting less than a criminal gang who get together in their little club and screw people over.
Your Dada was building a very advanced next-generation Internet that would have brought free education to children all around the world and would have even fixed the fraudulent and criminal banking system www.infotelesys.com. However, the people in this government and this country are too selfcentered to care about that. They have been bought out by the bankers and are too busy enjoying their adultery and love affair with fiat-money to care about what is going on around them. They are self-centered, greedy, adulterous and very stupid.
It is because these people here are so self centered, that your adulterous mother, the criminal cops, evil judges and the devil himself, Bob Lee the Santa Cruz District Attorney, can get away with what they do. The new Judge in what they call “Family Court”, Johan Salazar, is apparently a former gang member who was sent to prison, that is why they made him a judge, because they know he will have no problem committing crimes in court. These Americans sit day after day, year after year, decade after decade and for what will soon be one hundred years, living in a nation that literally invades other nations and takes the world to war. Make no mistake, it is the owners of the private Federal Reserve Bank that are directly responsible for all the World Wars, all the major recessions and depressions – your Dada now has one of the world’s leading websites proving this. www.LibertyForLife.com also holds our story and the story of America and what is going on now. Liberty For Life gets more than half a million hits a month, small when one considers that there are billions of people in the world, but it is growing.
What I want you to spend much time reading and studying is what I dedicated to you and Yum and published on LibertyForLife, The Origin of Everything thesis. I am also working on a new website www.soulisim.org which is also dedicated to you and Richard your grandpa. Shasha, of all the work I have done, of the many things and idea’s I have dreamed up, this is by far the most important, and I dedicate it to you and Yum.
"Love manifests life manifests energy manifests matter, in time and space."
- CLive. Live, Love Oppose Evil. Dedicated to Richard & William.
So far in your short life, you have experienced so many wrongs. Who gets shot at when they are seven, then sees their dad being violently mugged and kidnapped? Who experiences an adulterous mother like you have? Who lives in a land that literally murders millions every year and pretends that noting is going on? The world around us is full of evil! Do not be disheartened by this. Do not ignore evil. Do not like these fools pretend that it does not exist, because if you do, you may well become it, just as Americans now are. Be truthful, acknowledge the truth, however bad it is, and then expound love. With much evil around, there is greater opportunity to love!
You can enjoy walking along a train track if you know about trains and keep your eyes and ears open. Most people think ignorance is bliss and shut their eyes and ears. Ignorance is bliss until the train hits you. If there is a lion in the parking lot, you need to know about it. When you know what is going on you can avoid what is wrong. If choose to not know what is going on, there is a good chance that what you do may even support evil, just as Americans are doing right now.
You don’t need to hate your mother, or Michael MacDonald the cop who shot at us or Michael E. Barton the judge who has repeatedly rushed forward and made sure we are not allowed to talk to each other or any of the other criminals of the court, like judges Robert B. Atack, Samuel S. Stevens, John Salazar, Ariane Symons and Art Danner or little weasels like Commissioner Irwin H. Joseph. Look what these men have given us opportunity to produce, a thesis and principle by which the world will move forward into this age of Aquarius! Our story and our love will live forever!
Think about it Shasha. When you go to Church they tell you that they know God. So why then do they hand out a collection plate? If these people really know the God they say they do, then why don’t they simply ask God to make them gold? According to these people who call themselves Christians, they tell us that this big pie in the sky grey haired God they claim to know, made the entire universe. So why can their God not make a little gold to keep His church going? Is not the very fact that a Church who claims to know God that hands out a collection plate proof enough that they do not know who or what they are talking about? Then consider whether or not these people really follow the teaching of Jesus.
The teachings of Jesus and the Bible are outstanding teachings. I joke that I have learned a “hell of a lot” from the Bible, and I most certainly have. Read it and treasure it, but don’t let any silly preacher who asks for collection money or tithes, tell you what it says, learn for yourself. Tithes and taxes are all the same, made by people who you don’t need who try to con you into believing you need them.
The Bible tells us that “God is love” : 1 John 4:7 “Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.  Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.” John 1:1 also explains some of the secret: “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  He was with God in the beginning.” That’s no pie-in-the-sky grey-haired gentlemanly-God! There is no “Trinity” in the bible. The Bible does not have a solo God guy, the father and his only begotten son, Jesus, and a Holy sprit dude, that’s BS. The Bible tells us that God is a Word, God is Love, and has many sons: "The Nephilim were on the earth in those days--and also afterward--when the sons of God went to the daughters of men and had children by them. They were the heroes of old, men of renown." - Genesis 6:1-4.
From what I can figure out, at this stage, is that the Sumerian texts, which are the oldest texts I can get my hands on, and which roll right into the Biblical account are legit (visit my Religion section on LibertyForLIfe and if it’s wiped out, I have left copies of it with many friends along with pictures of all our good times). These texts raise interesting issues. However, one soon realizes that the Anunnak who may be the Adoni referred to in the Bible, also had to have had a God. Who made the Anunnak? The same problem.
We are all God’s sons and the spirit of love which is the spirit of God, which is love, lives in us and is the very life force that brings us into existence in this universe. Make no mistake and don’t be duped by anyone, read the good book for yourself: “God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.” - 1 John 16
Make sure you read the thesis that is dedicated to you and Yum: http://www.libertyforlife.com/about/clive-origins-life-energy-universe.htm
On this second birthday in a row where I am not even allowed to send you a birthday card or tell you that I love you, you may feel angry or unloved. Know this Shasha, your Dada loves you more than anything in this world, the love we have is eternal and everlasting, it crosses all boundaries and barriers even orders that I not be allowed to tell you that I love you. Many wrongs have and are and will be done to you and I, let none of these wrongs break down your love. Life itself is manifest and wrought out of love and your very soul is the essence of love. Grow your soul.
Be patient, years can pass and nothing can happen, but in an instant everything can happen. Life ticks on according to time. Your soul however lasts forever, that is if you feed it love. Evil will consume your soul and can even destroy it.
Forgiveness is for the victim, it’s the same as “forgetness”. Don’t harbor memories of wrongs. Keep an account yes, and demand justice, but don’t dwell on evils that have been done to us, merely consider them, account for them and move on to the future in love.
As for those who commit evil, what they have done can never be undone, remember this when you act. It’s nonsense to suggest that you can take an innocent little lamb and slice it’s throat open and all the evil sins a person committed are somehow passed onto the little lamb. It is just as absurd to think you can hang a good man like Jesus on a Cross, murder him, and expect all the evil others commit to somehow be transferred onto Christ! Sorry, but such a construct of sacrifice is sheer stupidity and the ultimate idiocy. Evil committed in time is etched into time and consumes the very fabric of the soul that commits it, it can never be undone.
Therefore live your life in love, because love consumes evil and builds your soul. Build your life on love. Grow your soul.
I love you my boy, I miss you horribly. Be true, be strong, be faithful, be love.
P.S. on the 22nd of this month blackmailing Judge Barton wants to sentence me up to nine years in prison for crimes he, your mother and county committed against us. On the 29th of this month your mother has a hearing to prevent me from ever going to court to try and get you back. She says that I have filed so many times in court to get you back that I am a ‘vexatious litigant’. There is no law in these courts, they are criminal enterprises that cater for liars, thieves, cheats and adulterers – we won’t get any justice here.
However, your Dada has been working on fixing America. Remember, “we can fix anything”, that even means we can fix America. The military has told us they will now come forward and back up our civilian Grand Juries: see www.gotfr.org. - all the things we put together with www.coppercards.com. Barton, Lee, Joseph, Stevens, Salazar, Symons, Atack, Drottar, Brock and the Sheriffs may well be spending their retirement behind bars if they don’t choose amnesty. As for Vicki Pary and your mother, I don’t think the amnesty program extends to them, perhaps they should start considering that adultery and crime may stop paying and that kidnap and grand theft house are serious criminal charges to face in a real court.